I’ve Just get home from medical clinic and just done taking my medicines. I barely able to walk around, my whole body is covered by coldness. This isn’t just a fever, it might be triggered by my weak blood condition. When I was in the clinic, I knew the doc is going to ask those silly questions. It’s like he/she is making a joke out of me — maybe he thought that would make me laugh. But no, it’s not even funny, it makes him more of an idiot.
In the meantime, I was again, supposed to write something religious here. But I don’t think it’s something good to do anymore. Can barely think straight now, not a good time to write something and I think it will only stirs chaos if I write anything related to it.
Should I go or not, this question been lingering in my head since the last few weeks. The question is, should or not, I study abroad or should I stay here. *sigh*
If I go, will I be able to cope with the new environment there or not at all. Will I get homesick again? 4 years is a long time, and leaving family, friends, and everyone is a real deal.
However, rejecting this could impact my whole life.. go and lose things here.. don’t go and maintain things here.. which one will be the best choice..?
1. Emotional driven — Sometimes emotional, at times like these, you don’t follow your common sense, it’s your feelings that guide you.
2. Reserved wild sides — Sometimes into adventures challenges, doing wild things. You can even surprise yourself by doing something you would never would have thought.
3. Passives — Not apply to all, some want men to lead you don’t like to decide where to go on a date and like the man to arranges everything.
4. Surprises lover — Most of your relationships become boring as time goes by, you get used to the usual routines fast. You prefer variety and changes, loves men to surprise you.
5. Details freak — Details are important to you. You care about every details of thing, even look at a man’s shoes to make sure they’re not dusty.
6. Romance — Sometimes, hugging, holding your boyfriend hand, kissing is more meaningful than big, expensive gift. Thinking about your boy, or someone you care for think about you can make you really happy.
7. Critical of yourself — You stand in front of mirror looking here and there, and notice if something isn’t right. Looking for minor flaws or imperfections, you hate to admit it, but sometimes you might even enjoy it, and you love men to praise you.
8. Last but not least, you have the most difficult, self-critical periods. When it occurs, it’s not easy to tolerate you. Sometimes you wish that everybody would go away and leave you alone. You might be rude to people, or guys even when you don’t intend to.
Pardon me for my earlier post, it was due to something that happened recently. It was too much, and I’ve lost control over myself. I respected friends and loves them alot. But due to some crisis and conflict sometimes things change, and it was not what I wish. I’m not that hostile, I’m ready to accept friendly advices/critics but no back stabber. I’ve learnt alot in the past, it was the same method that took my breathe away once before, and I’m sure everyone who reads this knows exactly what I mean. About her, If you are reading this, I’m sorry. But, please don’t do it anymore. I sincerely, forgave you for what you’ve done.
I have heard of some people, who tried to get rid of me. Well, I laugh, If that’s what they think they are capable of, they should stop. Don’t they know what had happened to my old enemies ?. I’ll be friend, if you be a friend, and be your nightmare if you’re my enemy. Stop doing something that will cause you big trouble, as you may well know..I got rid of them..and I can do the same now..to you.
I stopped contacting steph, this is what I should have done from the very beginning. If I continue, it won’t only hurt my enemy, but the innocents too. I’ll bless them both with happiness and it’s time for me to withdraw, and start anew. It may not just be her faults, or his faults, but mine too. I asked her to stopped bugging me and explains what I actually wanted to do with her. She looks sad, but I don’t know her real feelings. I’m not a mindreader. This is the least I could do, for being a good friends to me and listen, through all these years. I’ll pray for them both and may the lord bless jas and don. I’ll walk out of your life..farewell.
While going surfing some mp3 sites, I’ve found these songs. It’s quite good, way i are and remix
way i are ;
Timbaland feat Keri Hilson & D.O.E. - Way I Are
I ain’t got no money
I ain’t got no car to take you on a date
I can’t even buy you flowers
But together we could be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl
[Bridge - Keri Hilson]
(Oh) Baby, it’s alright now, you ain’t gotta flaunt for me
If we go and touch, you can still touch my love, it’s free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out ’til we get it right
[Chorus] - Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
(I’m about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don’t need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like, I like, I like…
[Verse 2 - Timbaland]
I ain’t got no Visa
I ain’t got no Red American Express
We can’t go nowhere exotic
It don’t matter ’cause I’m the one that loves you best
Talk to me girl
[Bridge 2 - Keri Hilson]
Oh, baby, it’s alright now, you ain’t gotta floss for me
If we go and touch, you can still touch my love, it’s free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out ’til we get it right
[Chorus] - Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
(I’m about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don’t need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
[Verse 3 - D.O.E.]
Baby girl, I don’t got a huge ol’ house I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl, I ain’t got a motorboat but I can float ya boat
So listen baby girl, once you get a dose of D.O.E. you gon’ want some mo’
So listen baby girl, when I make it I want you there, want you there, want you there, yeah
Your body ain’t Pamela Anderson,
Its a struggle just to get you in the caravan,
But listen baby girl,
Before I let you lose a pound I’ll buy a bigger car,
So listen baby girl,
I love you just the way you are, the way you are
[Bridge 2 - Keri Hilson]
Oh, baby, it’s alright now, you ain’t gotta floss for me
If we go and touch, you can still touch my love, it’s free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out ’til we get it right
[Chorus] - Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
(I’m about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don’t need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
[Chorus] - Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
(I’m about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don’t need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
way i are - remix
(feat. Francisco, Keri Hilson, D.O.E)
[Chorus: Francisco]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
I’m about to strip, and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?
You don’t needs the Gs or the car keys
Girl I like you just the way you are
Let me see you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like yah, like yah, like yah, like yah
(Yeah,
Its official
We takin’ ova’
Remix, Francisco
Timbaland where you at
Lets do it y’all, listen)
[Verse 1: Francisco]
Baby all I know
You’re the type of girl I wanna’ show
Show what type of man I am and how I roll
I’m the type of man you call your friends and go
(Lemme’ talk to you girl)
Baby you ain’t gotta’ put on the front for me yeah
And I’m nah buyin’ and gotta’ drive a benz’ to be ah
The type of man that buy your ring to mean ah
(Baby I ain’t going no where)
[Chorus: Francisco]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
I’m about to strip, and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?
You don’t needs the Gs or the car keys
Girl I like you just the way you are
Let me see you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like yah, like yah, like yah, like yah
[Verse 2: Timbaland]
I ain’t got no money
I ain’t got no car to take you on a date
I can’t even buy you flowers
But together we could be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl
[Bridge 1: Keri Hilson]
(Oh) Baby, it’s alright now, you ain’t gotta flaunt for me
If we go and touch, you can still touch my love, it’s free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Work it out ’til we get it right
[Chorus: Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
(I’m about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don’t need the G’s or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like, I like, I like…
[Verse 3: Timbaland]
I ain’t got no Visa
I ain’t got no Red American Express
We can’t go nowhere exotic
It don’t matter ’cause I’m the one that loves you best
Talk to me girl
[Bridge 2: Keri Hilson]
Oh, baby, it’s alright now, you ain’t gotta flaunt for me
If we go and touch, you can still touch my love, it’s free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Work it out ’til we get it right
[Chorus: Keri Hilson & (D.O.E)]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
(I’m about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?)
I don’t need the G’s or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
‘Cause I like you just the way you are
[Verse 4: D.O.E.]
Baby girl, I don’t got a huge ol’ house I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl, I ain’t got a motorboat but I can float ya boat
So listen baby girl, once you get a dose of D.O.E. you gon’ want some mo’
So listen baby girl, when I’m naked I want you there, want you there, yeah.
Now that steph is glued to me, she keeps on bugging me all the time. It makes me feel like I should not do this from the beginning. But my hatred towards that traitor is too bold, and it clouded my rational thinking. I’m just a human, for sure I’ll be mad if your friend took your girl, especially if that friend is a close friend of yours. What do you think I’d feel ?, But my soft heart keeps getting in the way, I wish I’m not that soft hearted, but I do. Now that I have her, I keep on avoiding her. Just like how I can’t dump my girl, this is also how I pity that traitor of what will he feels if I take her girl too. I don’t know what I should do, maybe this is good and at the same time bad. But we’ll see soon..
In economics, a subsidy is a form of financial assistance paid to a business or economic sector. This can be used to support businesses that might otherwise fail or to encourage activities that would otherwise not take place. Subsidies can be a regarded as a form of protectionism or trade barrier by making domestic goods and services artificially competitive against imports. Subsidies often distort markets, and can impose large economic costs. However, in the malaysian economics environment subsidy on oil plays a major factor and the the de-facto in the markets. The reduction of oil subsidy increases the general price level, and thus making the cost of living higher. This also leads to inflation on the markets, hurting the retailers and consumers. In other word, although the reduction will benefits the country with the financial gains through the reduction that can be used for other beneficial purposes such as developments. Still, the effects of higher cost of living, is the one that most of the people of the country sees.
Here is the diagram based on my knowledge ;-
The 51% of the bad effects ; (not throughly calculated)
Subsidy lower –> Petrol cost increases –> Cost of transportation increases/ Cost of electrical operation increases –> Firms have to increases their prices due to the high cost –> affecting the markets –> high general price level –> high cost of living –> inflations
The 42% of good effects ; (not throughly calculated)
Subsidy lower –> Government financial income increases –> investment increases –> more hospital, police stations, farms, etcs –> increases research funding, military funding –> improves operating expenditure
although the government increases wages for instances ;
wages | cost of living —-> wages | cost of living
2 3 increases 3 3
it’s only balancing the increases of general price level, increasing wages in my opinion will make the general price to hike up — higher inflation. Even if it helps the government worker, will it helps the non-government workers ? and these doesn’t only apply to private workers, what about those poor farmers ? and pluses the world food crisis, how high will the prices go now ?. I could go on further details on this, but that would not be necessary since this is only my 2 cents. It’s merely an opinion and I’m not an economics grads anyway.
I’m not well again, this time isn’t due to my blood problem but could be normal fever. My whole body is hot from head to toe. Just get home from clinic, and post this. I wonder what actually happening to me now, sometimes I feel like I’m not myself. Probably too tired, or maybe there is something in me that’s changing. it’s pouring heavily outside, it’s cold and I have to wear my thick pajamas. My big exam is coming soon, I wonder if I will score or fail.
Sometimes, I wonder what does F wants from me, she told me before she’s not going to meet me anymore. Anyway, I don’t mind, I’ll let time unfold everything.
