As expected, shoutbox will have lots of drama as usual and at some point I’m pretty tired of it, but it’s the only entertainment I have for the moment untill I’ll be able to get myself another pc for games. In the meantime, some unknown callers keep on misscalling me, I wonder who’s that. 

  Furthermore, I have a bad health condition right now probably due to my blood problem or hot weather. I wish I’m happier, but health, love is beyond my field. However, despite that I’m still waiting for response from her at the moment. I might get admitted to medical clinic for medication.

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  Again as usual, after lunch I went to my room and laid down on bed because there wasn’t much thing to do lately. If not for the broken compact disk that was bought at the city plaza I already have fun playing san andreas by now. Out of boredom I put on the desktop and visited the shoutbox, and to my surprise there were bunch of idiots who were spamming again. I sat and observed that dramatic view for a little while before taking my butt off of the chair for a warm shower in the bathroom accompanied by some duck toys swimming around me, left by my little sister.

  I wonder how of an idiot could someone be if they were deserted ? Looking at how crazy my ex now make me come to realise something.

   Last night after the bad encounter with some friends on the shoutbox I went to sleep earlier than the usual hour. After much toss and turn on bed I was able to get to sleep, it was a good sleep untill a nightmare woke me up at 2.04 am. I went to downstairs and saw my brother is still watching animax and head straight to the kitchen for a drink.

   I walked back to my room and sat down on my black bossy chair and switch on the desktop to see if they are still there on the shoutbox. But It was 2.34 am in the morning, as expected none was online. I still remember vividly what had happened earlier, to be honest I do like her alot but that flower wasn’t meant for her and furthermore she just disgusted me at how childish she was. Apart from that, disgracing me in front of others isn’t something she should do to me and as I think deeper into it I fell asleept like a baby on the chair.