I’ll be transferring to ipoh for higher level of treatment and diagnosis on monday. My complication was not just some bacterial infection but is more than that. I’m suffering from pain every minutes. I really wish to get well, but looks like it will not going to be easy. I was supposed to be recovering, but even without bacterial infection it seem I have other illness that needs to be treated.
The proud services of malaysian hospital ;-
Treatment for leptospirosis cases ;- ceftriaxone (Rocephin) — Right medicines for bacterial purposes.
however… the dosage, 200mg-250mg supposedly every 12 hours for 1 week, but?? but ?? but??
wanna know the bitter truth?..
here, 1st day they injected into body..is at 3 a.m, 2nd day at 2 a.m then 3rd day.. NONE??? wow.. 4th day NONE!!.. but??? lawl, they wrote on report card that they gave the injections!!?? another great quality services they offered here are ;-
1. Call a doc at 12 and the doc will get you at 3 or 4.
2. Don’t focus on what the patient health issue but more tendency for ‘research’.( are malaysian lab rats?)
at 11 a.m
Nurse : adik sakit ke?
Patient : sakit
at 2 a.m
Nurse : sakit lagi?
Patient : ……
at 4 a.m
Nurse : sakit lagi ke? kejap lagi masuk ubat ok..
Patient : (wow)
Here is what the dosage supposed to be ;-
Usual treatment for leptospirosis ;- Doxycycline 100mg every 12 hours for 1 week or penicillin 1-1.5 MU every 4 hours for 1 week.
However, ceftriaxone (Rocephin) is acceptable and also usable for the treatment of leptospirosis.
In my opinion, if you have small health problem that is not fatal then it might still be fine to attend government hospital, but if it’s fatal, I suggest private hospital.
P/S: nak tunggu doc sampai pun 4 jam,pakai kojol dulu kalau sakit teruk
I thought I won’t be back here to write again, but thanks to god, I was spared. I’m writing on my white hospital bed now. It feels good to be able to write again. But sadly, I’ve missed my exam due to my condition. I’m now recovering slowly.
Admitted to hospital at 12.10 pm, I can’t write much now..nor keep the blog updated frequently..this might be the end of my life..I didn’t know that I have other complications than just blood problems..If this is the end for me, I wish that my people would unite..under one banner, my family get better, and no more war, violent..hurt..rape..this is what I always dreamt of..I wish all who knows me good life..may god bless all of you..thanks for being friends, foes or family..pray that I will get well… the end..
yours truly..
Adam
-You’re still the one-
(When I first saw you, I saw love. And the first time you touched me, I felt love. And after all this time, you’re still the one I love.)
mmmmmmmmm yeah
Looks like we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby
We might’ve took the long way
We knew we’d get there someday
They said, “I’ll bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holdin’ on
We’re still together still goin’ strong
(mmm)
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night
Ain’t nothin’ better
We beat the odds together
I’m glad we didn’t listen
Look at what we would be missin’
They said, “I’ll bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holdin’ on
We’re still together still going strong
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night
You’re still the one
(oooooooo) yeah!
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life ooooo yeah
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night
I’m so glad we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby…
-Forever and for always-
Mmmmm….
Oooh, in your arms
I can feel your heart beat now
I can really feel your love
In your arms,
I can still feel the way you want me
when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me
I can stay right here forever in your arms
And there ain’t no way
I’m lettin’ you go now
And there ain’t no way
and there ain’t no how
I’ll never see that day….
Chorus:
‘Cause I’m keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together all of our days
Wanna wake up every morning
to your sweet face
Always—–
oooh baby
In your heart
I can still hear a beat
for every time you kiss me
And when we’re apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can still feel your love for me
in your heart
And there ain’t no way
I’m lettin’ you go now
And there ain’t now way
and there ain’t no how
I’ll never see that day….
Repeat Chorus
(I wanna wake up every morning… with you )
In your eyes
(I can still see the look of the one)
I can still see the look
of the one who really loves me
(I can still feel the way that you want)
The one who wouldn’t put anything
else in the world above me
(I can still see your love for me)
I can still see your love for me in your eyes
(I still see the love)
And there ain’t no way
I’m lettin’ you go now
And there ain’t no way
and there ain’t no how
I’ll never see that day….
Repeat Chorus (2x)
I’m keeping you forever and for always…
That’s a keeper, baby
Oooh always and forever
I’m in your arms
I’ve Just get home from medical clinic and just done taking my medicines. I barely able to walk around, my whole body is covered by coldness. This isn’t just a fever, it might be triggered by my weak blood condition. When I was in the clinic, I knew the doc is going to ask those silly questions. It’s like he/she is making a joke out of me — maybe he thought that would make me laugh. But no, it’s not even funny, it makes him more of an idiot.
In the meantime, I was again, supposed to write something religious here. But I don’t think it’s something good to do anymore. Can barely think straight now, not a good time to write something and I think it will only stirs chaos if I write anything related to it.
Should I go or not, this question been lingering in my head since the last few weeks. The question is, should or not, I study abroad or should I stay here. *sigh*
If I go, will I be able to cope with the new environment there or not at all. Will I get homesick again? 4 years is a long time, and leaving family, friends, and everyone is a real deal.
However, rejecting this could impact my whole life.. go and lose things here.. don’t go and maintain things here.. which one will be the best choice..?
Here’s what I think ;-
1. Emotional driven — Sometimes emotional, at times like these, you don’t follow your common sense, it’s your feelings that guide you.
2. Reserved wild sides — Sometimes into adventures challenges, doing wild things. You can even surprise yourself by doing something you would never would have thought.
3. Passives — Not apply to all, some want men to lead you don’t like to decide where to go on a date and like the man to arranges everything.
4. Surprises lover — Most of your relationships become boring as time goes by, you get used to the usual routines fast. You prefer variety and changes, loves men to surprise you.
5. Details freak — Details are important to you. You care about every details of thing, even look at a man’s shoes to make sure they’re not dusty.
6. Romance — Sometimes, hugging, holding your boyfriend hand, kissing is more meaningful than big, expensive gift. Thinking about your boy, or someone you care for think about you can make you really happy.
7. Critical of yourself — You stand in front of mirror looking here and there, and notice if something isn’t right. Looking for minor flaws or imperfections, you hate to admit it, but sometimes you might even enjoy it, and you love men to praise you.
8. Last but not least, you have the most difficult, self-critical periods. When it occurs, it’s not easy to tolerate you. Sometimes you wish that everybody would go away and leave you alone. You might be rude to people, or guys even when you don’t intend to.
Pardon me for my earlier post, it was due to something that happened recently. It was too much, and I’ve lost control over myself. I respected friends and loves them alot. But due to some crisis and conflict sometimes things change, and it was not what I wish. I’m not that hostile, I’m ready to accept friendly advices/critics but no back stabber. I’ve learnt alot in the past, it was the same method that took my breathe away once before, and I’m sure everyone who reads this knows exactly what I mean. About her, If you are reading this, I’m sorry. But, please don’t do it anymore. I sincerely, forgave you for what you’ve done.
I have heard of some people, who tried to get rid of me. Well, I laugh, If that’s what they think they are capable of, they should stop. Don’t they know what had happened to my old enemies ?. I’ll be friend, if you be a friend, and be your nightmare if you’re my enemy. Stop doing something that will cause you big trouble, as you may well know..I got rid of them..and I can do the same now..to you.
I’ve withdrawn the threat
